The King Has Returned

Sept 19 2016

This past weekend, our Limitless Inner Circle had a retreat, where we were trained on how to step into our Divine Warrior and Divine Goddess energies.

I spent three days with 60 of my brothers, pushing each other to our emotional, spiritual, and physical limits. We worked, we fought, we played, we cried. We prayed to our God that we would become the men our Queens and Goddesses need.

As part of the this process, we each chose and declared a warrior name, and a standard for which we each stand.

This is mine:

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TITLE OF FIDELITY

I Am a son of the Mighty Father.
I Am a King.
I Am Pure and Faithful .
I Protect the Queen

In Fidelity to my God, my religion, my freedom, Marianne and my children, I am WARRIOR WHO STANDS READY!

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This weekend, I accepted and stepped into my role as a leader. I shifted. I released.

I found what I had cast away so long ago - my true identity. I am in alignment with who I have always been: A Leader, a Father, a Mentor, a Friend, a Warrior.

Standing, fighting, growing, stumbling, and learning with my brothers, my warriors, I see who I am. I see who you are.

These are the lessons I learned this weekend:

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• My place is firmly with the men.
• Though I may stumble, I remain upright and moving toward my goal.
• My burdens become light when I am helping the man next to me.
• I appreciate, and take joy and pleasure and strength in my current situation, even when moving full speed through it.
• I use my strength at all times safely and appropriately.
• Strength may fail. Power is limitless.
• Love is the only true power I have.

I woke up yesterday full of energy, strength, and determination. Marianne and I shared a deep, sacred, intimate experience, where I was able to finally, after so many years, choose into being the man she has always known me to be. I looked into her eyes and told her that I accept myself - every part of myself, everything I have ever done, I accept it. I accept who I am and the mission I committed to before I came here.
And for the first time, I saw her as my Sister, my divine friend and help meet, and I saw what we shared on the other side of the veil. I saw her as she was when she held my hands and looked into my eyes, and we committed to find each other on this earth, and stand side by side, and back to back, to protect, to serve, and to honor each other through this battleground. I remember my commitment to her.

I cried. I held her to my chest as she cried.

I mourned for my lost children, Catherine and Edmund. Marianne held me as I sobbed into her chest, feeling the pain and sorrow of losing them. I realized that though they have passed from this world, they still look to me as their father. My little girl will someday be sealed to a man, and she looks to me to for who he should be - I may even have the privilege to be training her future husband. My little boy looks to me to train him how to be a warrior, even though he has no physical battle to fight - he wants and needs me to live as a true man so he can know how to help others end their spiritual battles.

I am Warrior Who Stands Ready.
I am a Guardian of Virtue and Purity.
I am a Father over our Tribe.

And this is why I AM LIMITLESS!

My warrior brothers, AHO!

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